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Thursday, February 17, 2011

Don't worry I have composed myself


After a glass of red wine and a few tears I have composed myself enough to write down my true feelings....

Ok, well not my true feelings because that could possibly get me kicked off blogspot, but something in comparrison to them....

Today would be 12 days past my first positive ovulation test, which means 12dpo, however I guess it could mean 11dpo if you count from the second positive ovulation test. I have never really found the answer of when you really start counting. lol.
So after holding my pee for like 5 hours at work, I finally made it home, peed in the tiny ass cup they sent me from earlypregnancytests.com not to mention all over my hand.( you would think after the many times ive done this I would have much better aim, not so much) I gave the test to my husband to put in the cup and read the results. After he took to long to read the directions I just read the damn test myself. NEG... I held it together and really just shrugged it off..... 

I dont know where I stand at this point. I am crampy, very sore boobs, headache (could be from the wine) :) , and tired. I could test again tomorrow, or just wait untill the witch shows up. I havent decided yet....

Ill keep you posted....Or me, I mean.. Not assuming anyones actually following my ramblings. lol

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

every day I read and pray, Sarah.
I am amazed by your strength. eg

Sarah said...

Thank you... Sometimes being strong is your only option. Its not my first pick, trust me. lol but when all else fails you gotta bite the bulllet!

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