Tomorrow...

 Tomorrow I go into the new obgyn that I have to go over all the 22 vials of blood that were taken 2 weeks ago. As terrified as I am to go there, Its a relief to know that either there is something causing our losses, or there is nothing wrong and there is no reason to worry. I do not know which I would rather here. Knowing we lost our baby, I would almost rather there be a reason, and then we can fix it. No reason = nothing to fix. We will see how it goes, and I will post again tomorrow.